Another year older...

In October 2010 I turned another year older and it had been exactly a year since I had surgery to "repair" my fallopian tube on my quest to get pregnant.  A year later I was and am no closer to getting pregnant than I was the day I had my ectopic pregnancy.  My birthday was just another day to me, it had a totally different meaning and I really just wanted to have a quiet day to myself.  All I could think about was how much I had been through and how much I had sacrificed with no tangible result.